well. i have officially been bed-ridden sick for an entire week already! I was totally dandy and spunky last week, but it hit me hard on Tuesday morning (the day of the Inauguration) and I've basically been in bed the entire time. Well, except on Thursday when I attempted to go to work, but realized after an hour that it was a ridiculous idea. Only today have I been able to walk around, with the feeling of dizziness here and there. I'm feeling extremely weak, and i have no appetite at all. I've been forcing myself to eat because I do not want to go through some weird "shock" when I start to eat again.
Anyways, I feel terrible for missing work and also terrible for all the work that will be before me this week =( sadness to the max.
I haven't been able to write my 2008 rundown (yet), and I'm itching to do so. I just want to have some REAL reflective time to do it, and having to work and being sick has not exactly been good enough for me to do that. Reflecting back is also a bit painful because of all the crazy shananigans that have happened. Overall, 2008 is definitely not one of my favorite years. definitely. There were many WONDERFUL highlights, but yah....
Work has been overall good. WEll, aside from missing this past week, and I'm surprised at how much fun I am having. I was really sad for missing work, and I feel like I've let the students down by not being there. We also had a dance competition that I heard the team I was on, won =) there's a reason for everything right, but man, i was looking forward to it so much. I wanted to show my coworkers, my students and myself that I am capable of doing much more than just math/science. I wanted to show them this time.
Man, I'm totally out of it. My thoughts are all over the place right now and I want to take a nap. My chest feels like something is sitting right on top of it. So weird. Anyways, i'll talk to u later mr. blogger.
